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Menerusi ruangan Merrepak setiap hari Ahad di akhbar Mingguan Malaysia, Johardy Ibrahim menyenaraikan antara 10 perkara yang boleh menjadikan bulan Disember antara bulan terbaik sepanjang tahun termasuklah pergi bercuti, jualan murah kesemua barangan bersempena sambutan perayaan Krismas, persiapan untuk sesi persekolahan 2017 and bla bla bla... For myself, ini antara insiden yang berlaku sepanjang 2016 : 1. Bermula April 2016, tugas hakiki myself telah beralih ke tugas penyeliaan dan membantu kerja - kerja pentadbiran ekoran dari masalah kesihatan yang dihadapi. 2. Perhubungan jarak jauh (PJJ) walaupun hanya melangkau beberapa buah negeri saja, disebabkan masing - masing terikat dengan pelbagai komitmen and bla bla bla... hanya akhir bulan Ogos 2016 barulah berpeluang untuk bertemu dan itulah yang pertama dan terakhir dalam tahun ini. Semoga dua hati dan jiwa ini terus saling setia, bersabar dan semua urusan dipermudahkan Nya. 3. Tahun ini, myself banyak menonton filem mel...

Based on previous entries, tidak banyak yang myself kongsikan akan insiden yang menimpa diri myself. As usual, blog dipenuhi dengan entri quotes, lirik lagu dan entri - entri yang berkaitan. Berbaki 4 hari saja lagi sebelum tahun baru 2017, myself ready to share on what exactly happened during this 2 months and 2 days. Insiden kesakitan yang berlaku di kawasan pergelangan kaki kanan (myself anggap tidak serius pada mulanya) sehinggalah disahkan oleh doktor yang bertugas di wad kecemasan hospital pada waktu itu di mana berlaku keretakan tulang berdasarkan X.O.A (X-ray on arrival) report. Runtun betul jiwa myself bersama tangisan. Punca berlakunya keretakan tulang kaki ini menimbulkan pelbagai reaksi semua yang dimaklumkan. Bagaimana, bila , di mana , mengapa and bla bla bla... Padlock solex yang jatuh tertimpa ke atas kaki kanan ini itulah watak utamanya. Tergesa - gesa hendak ke tempat kerja, akhirnya mendatangkan musibah kepada diri tetapi bukan sekelip mata, rasa sakit hanya m...

.:: New beginning for special footballers - Saturday, 2 July 2016 Amputee footballers playing on the futsal court “Through this programme, I want to instil hope in them that they can still play football again despite their disability,” he added. Sunny also claimed that Malaysia is the first country in Asean to have an organised training structure for amputees. “Amputee football exists at international level and Vietnam is the first country that introduced the game with amputees on crutches kicking the ball. “However, they do not have a structured training programme. “We hope to introduce and expand the game to other Asean countries such as Laos, Cambodia and Indonesia,” he said, adding that he is targeting to have the team play with Vietnam in a tournament. Youtube : Amputee Football Malaysia .:: Jamie Tregaskiss -  A TALENTED young footballer who was on the books of Man City is bravely battling a rare cancer which has claimed one of his legs. Jamie Tregaskiss, ...

" Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne " Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing he...

The journey is still far for myself... Thank you Allah. Thank you so much to all staff at orthopedic department and everybody that I've met at the hospital during my appointments and treatments. To my dad and my mom, my eldest sister, her husband and my beloved niece, Thank you so much for everything. Iam really sorry for the very challenging, uncomfortable situation and others that we had to faces then, praying for me and supporting me to facing all this pain in my way. To my beloved once, Thank you so much for always be with me eventhough we are in distance relationship. To others, Thank you. May Allah SWT bless all of you. P/s : Iam not sure which one is the best for me and everything takes time.